I'll be appearing on the radio Thursday, May 27 2010 at 9:00 pm Pacific time, on Abstract Illusion Radio on BBS Radio with host Jennifer Hillman. I'm really excited about the appearance, as I'll be talking and channeling about all the huge energetic changes that have been happening lately.

• planetary vibration changes
• things you can do to move through these shifting times
• how to engage further
• your next steps

So many people are affected by the changes we've been undergoing lately — if you have been also, please come and listen! Jennifer will be opening the lines for questions for Polaris, so bring your burning questions. I know it will be a wonderful and thought-provoking show. Abstract Illusions Radio explores and exposes the different aspects of the human experience through the healing arts and self-expression, which is totally up my alley and something I wholeheartedly support.

Again, THIS Thursday, May 27, at 9pm Pacific on Abstract Illusion Radio on BBS Radio. Hope to see you there!

[Blog (Non-channeled)  May 2010]

Resistance is an invitation to look further. Deeper.

I know this. I have told many people this. I have channeled it. But still I resist.

What’s in it for me? The other day I wrote about happy pain and about how I plan to use pain as an invitation to connect more deeply with my body. Since then, I’ve used this idea as a point of reference in meditation and in shamanic journey. But honestly? There have been no deep revelations yet. I still feel pain. I still expect not to. I still feel like I’m doing something wrong.

I’m not exactly spending my days wringing my hands over this, and I know that things will continue to move and flow because that’s how life is, but at the same time I feel I’m just at the edge of a new level of understanding and awareness.

[Blog (Non-channeled) May]

Last time you and I talked, I was pondering shoulds and control issues and was summoning the powers of my white rhinoceros. That was days ago. So long ago. You know how everything changes, sometimes, in an instant? One moment the world is THIS way, and the next, because of a bus crash or something that came in the mail or just a simple phrase whispered in your ear, the world is something completely new, something you never could have imagined before that moment.

I’m being a little dramatic, but my week has been like that.

Monday my doctor got to see the gaping hole he created in my foot. I warned him about my intolerance for pain. I did warn him. Several times. Matthew held my hand while the dressing came off. My pain was worse than any time before, but underneath my painsounds I could hear my doctor exclaiming happily. “It looks great! Wow! This is great!”

Great?